You Idiot!

Here I sit

cursing the heavens

at

idiots

who cannot

will not

cooperate

we are losing

a battle

which is

fought

every 30

minutes

or so

all the while

she stirs

and grumbles

something about

coming to bed

it's late

and I'm up

and i hastily reply

within the hour

soon soon

I will shortly

I'm trying to get

these

idiots

to organize

she grumbles

and I barely catch

an insult

about me

being the biggest

one of them all

and it hits me

with a bitter

taste

I'm the biggest

idiot

of them all

when I am here

with all these other

lonely men

while you are

there

and we are not

where I wish

we could be

wrapped around

each other