Reality Check

I filed for divorce
You should be getting something
This week or the next
I'll still always be here
For you
But not your family
I can't take that abuse
Any longer
Or the fingers
Always pointing
While I cried
In counseling
Alone
Sent you love
And letters
Alone
Tried to open communication
Alone
So I can't be a part of this
Any longer
Because every night
I've wondered what made you
walk out that door
but then I finally realized
It wasn't me
It was you
And that I couldn't possibly
Abandoned you
Because I was left with
No one to
Abandon